It has been awhile...

How time flies...

I have not written here in a long long time. I was being plain lazy with tons of excuses. Therefore when I stumbled upon this page knowing that you had recently read my old posts, I decided I should start writing again.

We are approaching our 1st Wedding Anniversary this coming 19th of October. When I started this blog, we were still dating not knowing how far our relationship could have gone. I must say that it went pretty well since I am still writing in this blog for you and me.

I have to admit that all these years with you, I have learnt a lot as a person from you and being with you. You have guided me as a friend and my life partner. You have shown me roads which I saw as dead ends. I tell you everyday that I am lucky to have married to you and I will continue to tell you till kingdom comes.

As I am writing now, you are quietly napping beside me. The rain is pouring heavily and the wind is blowing ever strongly. Nothing in this world can stop me from loving you.

Thank you baby.

Happy Anniversary to you.

To infinity and beyond.

Pain in the Arse...

Darling baby,

I know I can be a pain in the arse. There are times when you get so annoyed and mad at me for being such a pain. I know I can't change much or probably wouldn't change at all but I know that you will always love me.

I would like to thank you so much for helping me in my first steps back as a student. I will never forget the financial contribution that you have poured for me. Where else can I find another wife like you? Someone who is so willing to let go of everything for the sake of her beloved (me, of course). I hope you are right with your mystical prediction that I will be a MADE man when I am 35. I hope to be one too. I wanna repay all the time and effort you have put in for me.

You know I can never live without you. Neither could you (I am guessing here, but hopefully, it is true). I get so crazy when I am around you and I would love to shower you with lots of kisses and hugs but at times you always either avoid or move away from me.

I am writing this while I am supposed to be doing research for my assignment.

Love you, pumpkin.

26th Month...

We are in to our 26th month now. How time flies.

There are still the minor arguments but always made up with a bite or two.

I can attest that those bites from you are becoming a bit of an addiction. It is not actually a love bite but it is definitely more than that. I can't believe I am saying this. I can imagine your face with that snigger.

The marks on my hands are the tattoos given to me by you.

Who needs to pay for tattoos when I can get them for free? Right, Ms Tneh???

I love you so much baby. I can never stop saying this because you know how I feel.

I am addicted to you, just like a druggie with a syringe.

 

Thank You

Baby,

I would like to thank you for all the support and encouragement that you have given me all these years.

Whenever I was afraid to make a decision, you were always there to deliberate and explain the pros and the cons to me.

It is you, who gave me the courage to take the next step forward.

It is you, who always tell me that I am better than the rest.

It is you, who share your bad working experience, just to make me feel better.

It is you, who believe I can do it.

It is you, who always tell me that there is always light at the end of the tunnel.

It is you, if not for you, I will not be here today.

Thank you, pumpkin,

You are my all.

2 Years and Still Going Strong..

18th of April, 2009.

The date that you and I first went out. I still remember that very day clearly. You drove all the way to Heritage Club to pick me up for our first date. I wished I could say that I was the one who picked you up, but due to certain circumstances, I was unable to. I will always be grateful that you did not mind picking me up. You wore a white top and a very thick yet short, almost shiny black skirt.

We continued our journey to Queensbay Mall. It was the normal movie+lunch kind of date. We had our first meal together at Friday's. I remember that you ordered pasta with white sauce and salmon. And lots of zucchini too. We were both rather shy but you still offered to share your meal with me. Then I wanted to touch you, but your bag, the brown one, was on your lap. Till today, you are still talking about my missed opportunity. I am glad we can still laugh about it.

Our first movie was rather a peculiar one. If I remember well, it was a movie called He's Just Not That Into You. Who knew how much of the movie I watched, as I was rather nervous. Like I had told you before, I hate the dating part of a relationship. I mean so much hard work is put in when courting a girl. Most people tend to do too much during courtship and end up losing all their sparks during the years that they are married.

I tried to hold your hand while you were watching the movie but I was afraid you would not like it. The night before we had agreed that I would be allowed to bite your hand. A lame excuse actually, to actually hold your hand. I think you would have figured that out yourself too. When I asked for your hand to be bitten during the movie, I was surprised that you actually gave me your hand. I ended up kissing it and the rest they say is history.

After the movie, we went over to Borders. I tried kissing you but you had these words for me, "PUBLIC'. I laughed when I heard those words. I will never forget those words. How time has changed you. The affection that you show me now is incredible.

I would leave the other stories for another day. Happy 2nd Year Anniversary, Seok Ling.

I love you very much. I wish we had more days and years to come.

"Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever."